Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend

I've been giving up on people too easily. If they don't call, if they don't try, then I don't. It's not fair to lay the blame on them when I'm not calling either. I'm just as much at fault. I've got a lot of resentment for old friends, for letting me go without a fight. I just want someone to call and say "I miss you, how are you?" I just want to call someone and say "I miss you, I'm sorry." I want to be brave enough to stay in one place.