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FINALLY!

October thoughts

Sometimes I feel like the heart and the mind play tricks on each other, that just when you've got yourself convinced that this something is what you want, the other steps in and makes you feel nothing but doubt.

I know your eyes in the morning sun, I feel you touch me in the pouring rain, and the moment that you wander far from me I wanna feel you in my arms again

and you come to me on a summer breeze keep me warm in your love, then softly leave and it's me you need to show how deep is your love I really mean to learn cause we're living in a world of fools breaking us down when they all should let us be. I believe in you, you know the door to my very soul. You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour, my savior when I fall.

Though dreams can be deceiving like faces are to hearts they serve for sweet relieving when fantasy and reality lie to far apart

09

What if I told you that you take up the most space in my brain

It's the oldest story in the world...

One day you're seventeen and planning for someday, and then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today, and that someday is yesterday and this is your life.

-NATHAN SCOTT

Add interesting layers to your being

Everything you've ever done, every person you've ever met, every experience you've ever had, is part of who you are today, adding interesting layers to your being, and colorful depths to your soul. Everything needed to be as it was, as you could grow as you did and do.

Hope you read this someday

I won't say I'll never hurt you. Chances are I will. I'll make mistakes. I break promises. I'll fight with you, I'll make you scream. I'll make you not want to be with me anymore. But even so, I will always learn from my mistakes. I'll never give up on us. I'll always apologize. I'll always love you. I'm not perfect. I never will be. But I also don't wanna be dishonest and promise you things that I can't keep. I'd rather show you my faults and try to make up for them.

Last one

Estas imágenes son de las mas bonitas que he visto en mi vida. Quiero quiero quiero mas asi.

Sin duda tiene mi corazón

"Never cease loving a person

and never give up hope for him, for even the prodigal son who had fallen most low, could still be saved; the bitterest enemy and also he who was your friend could again be your friend; love that has grown can kindle."

Soren Kierkegaard

Hey there, just a little reminder

They can't take what's ours

Only Travis Parker

"Did you ever notice how some colors are used for people's names but others aren't?"

"What are you talking about?"

"White and Black. Like Mr. White, the guy who owns the tire store. And Mr. Black, our third-grade teacher. Or even Mr. Green from the game Clue. But you never hear of someone named Mr. Orange or Mr. Yellow. It's like some colors make good names, but other colors just sound stupid. You know what I mean."

Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend

I've been giving up on people too easily. If they don't call, if they don't try, then I don't. It's not fair to lay the blame on them when I'm not calling either. I'm just as much at fault. I've got a lot of resentment for old friends, for letting me go without a fight. I just want someone to call and say "I miss you, how are you?" I just want to call someone and say "I miss you, I'm sorry." I want to be brave enough to stay in one place.

The Choice

"But things change. People change. Change was one of the inevitable laws of nature, exacting its toll on people's lives."

Do you wanna know a secret? Do you promise not to tell?

Bold what applies to you; strikethrough what doesn't


I am a boy.
I am a girl. 
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly sometimes. 
I have many scars.
I tan easily
I wish my hair was a different color
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday. 
I’ve lost a child. 

I’m at school.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. 
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job. 

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing. 
I’ve snorted while laughing. 
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something. 
I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I was born with a disease/impairment. 
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. 
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.   
I've been to the United States of America
I’ve been to Mexico
I've been to Belice or Guatemala
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe.
I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single.                
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married. 
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of losing those closest to me.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test. 
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested. 

I’ve consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked weed
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Forever21. 
I collect comic books.
I own something from Gap.
I own something I got from e-bay.
I can sing well.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I don’t kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person. 
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I’m a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I have “x”s in my screen name. 
I love being neat.
I love Spam. 
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, green, red or blue.
I’ve worn pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. 
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message. 
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish. 
I love chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names. 
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I’ve thrown up from drinking too much before.
I like the color yellow.
My phone is going off nonstop from text messages. 
I hate people who think that it’s a contest to see who texts faster. 
I actually say hi back to the Wal-Mart greeters.
I get easily amused by weird things.
People who dye their hair really badly annoy me. 
So do people who dress themselves badly. 
The dentist annoys me. 
My favorite movie has Johnny Depp in it. 
My favorite band is NOT some mainstream band.
I have more than one tattoo. 
I don’t have any tattoos.
I don’t even like tattoos.
I love to draw.
I’m not great at drawing.
If it was up to me, I’d read non stop.
More like never read again.
I prefer Burger King over McDonald’s.
I hate fast food, period.
Taco Bell is NOT Mexican food. 
Robert Pattinson is ugly, I don’t see how people like him.
I don’t get the Twilight craze. 
Even after reading the books, I watch the movies to see if they are good.
I usually prefer remixes over the original song.
I hate how people ruin good storylines for movies. 
I dislike immature people.
Little girls shouldn’t dress like whores.
And little boys shouldn’t dress like pimps.
Pokemon sucks.
Digimon was better.
I have worked at a horrible job just because the pay was good.
I have worked with a family member or a friend.
My favourite class at school is/was a science class.
I love blue eyes.
My favorite type of food is Italian.
But I like Mexican too.
My car is a piece of shit.
I don’t even have a car.
My birthday is this month.
My favorite holiday is Easter.
No, but I do love the candy!
I can’t wait for summer already.
I’m going on a big trip this year.
My best friend is of the opposite gender. 
I’ve done sexual things with a best friend.
My favorite band is not from America
I want to learn Japanese and not just because of anime, j-rock, and lolita. 
Some people can pull off wigs, but I don’t think I could.
I look at naked women online, to learn the anatomy of the female body. 
My favorite animal is a dog.
I like going to the mall every week.
I’m obsessed with gum.
I hate people who call it “sodie pop”. 
I know a chain smoker.
I AM the chain smoker.
I don’t smoke anything.
I know a girl who will fuck anything that walks.
I know a guy like that too.
My best friend is cute.
I have had an older person hit on me before.
And they didn’t stop when I asked.
I still sleep with a stuffed animal.
I can’t sleep if my hair isn’t up.
When I go to the bathroom at other people’s houses, I always lock the door.
Girl Scout cookies are my favorite.
It’s pretty hard to make me feel guilty.
I always need to be reassured.
If I care about someone, I’ll basically forgive them for anything.
I probably change my handwriting once a year.
I’m really worried about something.
I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the ACT.
I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the SAT.
I overreact about everything.
I let people walk all over me. I’m so bad at standing up for myself.
I don’t like being sick in general, but the part I hate most is having a sore throat.
I’m one of those annoying people who blows their nose ALL THE TIME.
If I’m outside I’d rather be hot than cold.
If I’m inside, I’d rather be cold than hot.
There’s a couple stores that I LOVE but I don’t have the money to shop there.
I barely ever go to the mall unless I have money to spend.
I secretly hate getting close to people because I know that they can hurt me.
I’ve been to a real concert.
I’ve been to lots of local shows.
I’m not someone who likes a ton of attention, but there’s a certain person who I wish would pay more attention to me.
I’m thinking about changing my hair color.
I haven’t been under the influence of anything this month so far.
I’m very interested in psychology.
I have NO IDEA where I’m going in life, and if I actually take time to think about it, it scares me.
Lately I’ve had a “Whatever happens, happens” kind of attitude and I feel a lot better.
I hate those days where EVERYTHING reminds me of someone.
I’m starting to not care about something that I used to care a lot about.
I haven’t had a birthday party in a really long time.
My parents are divorced.
I can’t stand it when people think they’re “more important” than someone or something.
I listen to a wide variety of music.
I want an unusual pet.
I’ve always kinda wanted to dye my hair where it’s a different color underneath.
I’m too overemotional for my own good. I cry about everything.
I never check my e-mail any more.
I’m supposed to be doing something else right now.
When I was younger, I definitely had a favorite parent.
I don’t have a favorite parent.
I love certain members of my family, and then there are certain members of my family I can’t stand.
I love it when I make a negative judgement about someone and I find out I was completely wrong. 
I can’t decide how I want to get my hair cut.
I’m HORRIBLE at making up my mind. I’m probably the most indecisive person you’ll ever meet.
I only like Red Bull with Vodka.
I hate those flavored Smirnoff coolers.
I hate it when people put me on the spot about something that makes me uncomfortable.
I’m very self-conscious.
I love talking to someone who I haven’t talked to in a long time and I find out that they’re exactly the same.
I’m kinda worried that I’ll never get my license.
I can’t drive a stick-shift car, no matter how hard I try.
I’m an impatient person, but I don’t like people who are impatient with me. 
The only time I feel good about myself is when I’m skinny. 
I absolutely love pickles.
I don’t care about spelling and grammar as long as it isn’t TOO bad.
I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’d DIE without music, but I’d be miserable without it.
Growing up, my dad was always the “cooler” parent.
I love little kids!
I really need to work up the motivation to go on a diet and lose weight.
I don’t approve of abortion at all, but I still think it should be legal. 
I don’t think bright yellow looks good on anyone.
If it snows more this year, I’m gonna go crazy.
I haven’t been on a real vacation in more than 7 years.
I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today, and I miss it.
I feel so much better about myself when I’m tanned.
I’ve always hated eating in front of people.
I’ve dated someone more than 5 years older than me.
My cat always decides to sleep on my black clothes and (s)he gets hair all over them

Look! Something uninteresting about myself

cosas verdaderas
Nunca he visto la película de Titanic completa
Nunca he leído Amor y Prejuicio
Nunca he estado borracha
Nunca he jugado laser tag
Nunca he salido sin ropa a un lugar público
Nunca he cantado sola frente a mas de 100 personas
Nunca he tenido mas de dos hermanos (en realidad esto no tiene sentido. Debería ser tengo dos hermanos)
Nunca he visto un episodio de Lost
Nunca he visto una película de Ashton Kutcher
Nunca he visto la película de Hannah Montana completa
Nunca he robado algo
Nunca he roto la ley
Nunca he entrado al mar totalmente vestida
Nunca he pasado un mail de cadenas
Nunca he ido a bucear
Nunca he cambiado el color de mi cabello
Nunca he tenido un tatuaje
Nunca he ido a un partido de basketball
Nunca he ido a sky dive
Nunca he nadado con un delfín
Nunca he sido arrestada
Nunca he tenido un Playstation tres
Nunca he visto una película de Batman completa

Lyrics were her story

Instructions:
1. open your library (itunes, media player, ipod, etc)
2. put it on shuffle
3. press play
4. for every question, type the song that’s playing
5. when you go to a new question, press the next button
6. don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool…

Opening credits:
I'm your man - Michael Bublé

Waking up:
You keep me hangin on - Glee

First day of school:
He could be the one - Hannah Montana

Falling in love:
When I look at you - Miley Cyrus

Fight song:
Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus

Prom:
Safe and soud - Taylor Swift

Life:
Suddenly I see - KT Tunstall

Mental breakdown:
Time to pretend - MGMT

Driving:
Hips don't lie - Shakira

Flashback:
Hey Stephen - Taylor Swift

Getting back together:
See you again - Miley Cyrus

Losing your virginity:
Love you like a love song - Selena Gomez & The Scene

Final battle:
Don't close the book - Honor Society

Death scene:
Little House - Amanda Seyfried

Funeral song:
Seventeen forever - Metro Station

End credits:
I have a dream - Amanda Seyfried

Wedding:
We are who we are - Ke$ha

Birth of child:
I say a little prayer for you - Michael Bublé

"Stories are as unique as the people who tell them, and the best stories are those in which the ending is a surprise"

Can you give her a little attention?

*Bold what applies to you*


I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs. 
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to facebook.
I’m shy around the opposite sex sometimes
I bite my nails. 
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy -SOME- country music.
I enjoy -SOME- Jazz. 
I have a car.
I have a cell phone. 
I have a pet. 
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone. 
I have changed a lot over the past year. 
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings. 
I have rejected someone before. 
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City. 
I like Shakespeare. 
I love to cook -SOMETIMES.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping. 
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 cds.
I own over 100 dvds.
I own & use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks. 
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone. 
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter. 
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.

I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)
Acceptance. COLDPLAY. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt.Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic At The Disco. Peter Bjorn.The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones.Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica.Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer . Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul 50 Cent.EMINEM. Taylor Swift.Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything.Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles.Britney Spears. Spice Girls.The Gossip. Lady GaGa. The Moldy Peaches.Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Miley Cyrus. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. Jordin Sparks.

II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding.Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club.Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill.Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 again. 8 Mile. Eminem a.k.a. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs.Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click.Scarface. District 9.

TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)

ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons.Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911.I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Supernatural. Ace of Cakes. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World.Whose Line is it Anyway?. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach

Save the date

And when you love someone, you love all of them. You don't skip over the parts that make them ugly, or unwanted. You cannot just leave the bad things out. If you really do love them, you find their imperfections beautiful.

The other morning

Hace mucho tiempo me di cuenta, con un cierto asombro, de que no importa que tan importante es algo en tu vida, qué tan grande es, o la cantidad de espacio que ocupa en tu corazón y en tus pensamientos, pero a menos de que le digas a otras personas, ellos no tienen idea de que existe.

I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the words that will haunt you the most

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me, cause I'm still trying to figure it out. I'm not the only one who feels the way I do. I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on. Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world. Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission, but I'm ready to fly. -A place in this world

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day. Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say and now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried, cried for you and I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you. Every smile you fake is so condescending, counting all the scars you made and now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. -Cold as you

So how can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever lets me in. I can still see you, this ain't the best view on the outside looking in. I've been a lot of lonely places. I've never been on the outside. You could've helped if you wanted to, but no one notices until it's too late to do anything. -The outside

No one knows that you cry, but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one and you're tied together with a smile, but you're coming undone. -Tied together with a smile

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people and sometimes we change our minds, but it's killing me to see you go after all this time. We know it's never simple, never easy, never a clean break, no one here to save me. You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand and I can't breathe without you, but I have to, breathe without you, but I have to. It's 2 am, feeling like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me. -Breathe

I took a chance, I took a shot and you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not. You took a swing, I took it hard, and down here from the ground I see who you are. I'm sick and tired of your attitude, I'm feeling like I don't know you. I know that you see what you're doing to me, tell me why. You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day. Well I get so confused and frustrated, forget what I'm trying to say. I'm sick and tired of your reasons, I got no one to believe in. Why do you have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside? Why do you have to chase down my dreams so you're the only thing on my mind? I take a step back, let you go. I told you I'm not bulletproof, now you know. -Tell me why

All this time I was wasting, hoping you would come around. I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down and it's taking me this long, baby, but I figured you out and you're thinking we'll be fine again, but not this time around. This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore and you can tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like I did before. You got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know and now you're asking me to listen, cause it's worked each time before. -You're not sorry

I'm thirteen now and I don't know how my friends could be so mean. I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys and we drive and drive until we've found a town far enough away and we talk and window-shop until I've forgotten all their names. I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school. I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you. Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay, but I know I had the best day with you today. -The best day

And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you. Somebody else gets what you wanted again and you know it's all the same, another time and place. Repeating history and you're getting sick of it, but I believe in whatever you do and I'll do anything to see it through because these things will change, can you feel it now? These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down. This revolution, the time will come for us to finally win and we'll sing hallelujah. It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair. We're getting stronger now, find things they never found. They might be bigger, but we're faster and never scared. You can walk away, say we don't need this, but there's something in your eyes, says we can beat this. -Change

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me. You have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like I'm nothing. You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard calling me out when I'm wounded. You picking on the weaker man. You can take me down with just a single blow, but you don't know, what you don't know. Someday I'll be living in a big old city and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean? And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game, with that same big loud opinion, but nobody's listening. Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things. Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing, but all you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life, and mean, and mean, and mean, and mean... -Mean

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up, just stay this little. Oh darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple. I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart, and no one will desert you, just try to never grow up, never grow up. So here I am in my new apartment, in a big city, they just dropped me off. It's so much colder than I thought it would be, so I tuck myself in and turn my night light on. Wish I'd never grown up, I wish I'd never grown up... -Never grow up

Long live the walls we crashed through. All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you. I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid. Long live all the mountains we moved, I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you. I was screaming long live that look on your face and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered. -Long live

Everybody's waiting, everybody's watching. Even when you're sleeping, keep your eyes open. Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown, everybody's watching to see the fallout. Even when you're sleeping, sleeping, keep your eyes open. -Eyes open

Bob Marley

"He's not perfect. You aren't either. And the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice. And if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don't exist. But there's always one guy that is perfect for you."

My life gets kinda boring, need something that I can confess

1. Adriana Castillo Quiñones

2. Scorpio

3. Spiders, heights, small spaces

4. Chocolate, cats, rain

5. Coffee, cold weather, comfy clothes, a good TV show/movie

6. Some people, being rushed, lies, despair

7. Booooks (such a loner)

8. Straight

9. I wouldn't know what my first date was... I don't date, I just hang out

10. Not tall at all. 5'1"

11. Memphis, trust

12. Morning

13. Red, blue

14. Yep

15. "Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them" -Marilyn Monroe  &  "be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" -Dr. Seuss

16. Wolfchase galleria

17. Junk food/italian food

18. Nope. At all

19. Onerepublic

20. Eyes

21. 5 MX 7 USA

22. Dark-brown-you-could-say-black

23. Black

24. Anything comfortable. Shorts and t-shirts are my favorite

25. Guilty 

26. Black and red

27. I love the word pocket and I love rockets

28. I couldn't choose only one

29. Ours/Don't want this night to end

30. Ughhhhh cannot chooooooose

31. Anxious 

32. Couldn't write only one person. If you want a specific answer, ask me who I hate

33. Roller coaster but mostly up and happy

34. Fine

35. Christmas

36. None

37. I don't think I would like a permanent stain on my skin

38. I just had to
39. Flawless
40. Goodnight texts sometimes
41. Nope. It'd be weird to kiss my best friend
42. Uhhhhhh the weekend?
43. It depends on what I'm getting ready for
44. I don't have to, so nope
45. Couch
46. I don't drink, so I wouldn't dare to try it in public for the first time so I would be home alone which means there'd be no one to take care of me
47. If I'm alone, I would play it as loud as I can. If there's someone with me, I think I'd play it at a reasonable level

Through your life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend. Don't ever let them go.

Cuando ocurre algo realmente terrible, no tiene sentido preguntarse por qué ocurrió... Cada cosa mala provoca una peor. Como dice Anatole, si contemplas las cosas con la debida atención, siempre puedes descubrir algún motivo, pero te volverás loco si das en pensar que todo son castigos a tus pecados... Dios no necesita castigarnos. Simplemente nos otorga una larga vida para que nostros mismos nos castiguemos.

Leah Price, La Biblia Envenenada

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Have you ever thought about how many people think about you? It's so bizarre. Imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. Something happens; they remember you. Your favorite song, how you dress, the way you talk, the look in your eyes when you are happy. They remember that about you, even if you haven't seen each other in years. Everything in life is a reminder of a person, a place, a moment. You may think you've forgotten, but you haven't.

Everyone can say "I love you" but not everyone means it. So believe it when you feel it, not when you hear it.

Introducing me

I know a lot about a little. i'm a tiny disaster. i'm 5'1" i'm not the prettiest person you'll ever meet, but i try my best to please those who matter. i'm always too determined to make things right and to fix things. i always say sorry first. i'm the girl who's constantly laughing and smiling. i usually care way too much about everything. i'm not perfect and i'm well aware of that. the only thing i'm perfect at is being completely imperfect. i may be shy at first, but once you get to know me, you'd probably wish i'd go back to being shy. laughter is the best medicine, i'm always laughing. even if i fall, hurt myself, or even just meet new people. now and then i can become confusing and difficult, but thats just a habit i've carried on with and i'm sorry for that. any pain i've caused or hurt, i hope that y'all forgive me for it. i waste too much time trying to please others. i never know what i'm talking about and i'm not smart. i'm a lot to handle, honestly. you can love me for who I am, or hate me for who you think I am. but, honestly I'd rather live my life to the fullest than to conduct myself in a certain way to gain approval of others. ive had some really great friends; a lot have left my life but a lot more have come in. i've had to make hard decisions and i've had to make easy ones. i've made mistakes, way too many of them. but i'm getting better at that. i've got big plans for myself in the future. i dont know what i want to do when im older, the only thing i know is that i want to do something helping other people. so I think i'm done here.

Love...love

"Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first, real, kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when no one else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be loved."              -Unknown

Dan Brown, Angels and Demons

Whether or not you believe in God, you must believe this: when we as a species abandon our trust in a power greater than us, we abandon our sense of accountability. Faiths … all faiths … are admonitions that there is something we cannot understand, something to which we are accountable. With faith we are accountable to each other, to ourselves, and to a higher truth. Religion is flawed, but only because man is flawed. The church consists of a brotherhood of imperfect, simple souls wanting only to be a voice of compassion in a world spinning out of control.

Just another story

She wished on shooting stars and stray eyelashes and birthday candles and fairy dust and 11:11. She wanted so much- so very much- to take off and belong in the sky and to the sky, with him and to him. And then, on a dark winter morning, she found a way to at least be able to feel for herself what it would be like to free-fall for miles and miles and not know and not care and not feel anything else other than the fall.

Whispers...

Paint me a palace with the brush of your soul. Draw me gardens with the pencils of your mind. Create impossible spaces, infinite heavens, in a canvas where time does not exist. 

What is love

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

-Neil Gaiman

Just click.

HERE

There’s no “maybe” or “perhaps” in love. I either love you or I don’t.

Like, if you’re dating me, you better burn all old love letters, delete all the pics from your phone and erase your ex’s numbers… for real.

Things you learn on a plane.

You are the cheese to my macaroni

You are the horizon to my sky

You are the bacon to my eggs

You are the laces to my sneakers

You are the jelly to my peanut butter

You are the smile to my face

You are the gravy to my smashed potatoes

You are the bubbles to my bath

You are the milk to my cookie

You are the ink to my pen

You are the ketchup to my french fries

You are the water  to my ocean

You are the icing on my cupcake

It hurts to say goodbye when you know that life won’t be the same. But it’s better to give up than to fight, when you know that you’re the only one fighting.

I’m tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength, and the honesty to break them down.

Learn to let go

How does one avoid loss in the first place? Contrary to popular belief, it’s not attachment that causes loss… attachment feels fine. It’s detachment that hurts. Learn to let go.

Some suggest that to avoid loss, one should never be attached to anything. They give the example of a hand in water: when the hand is removed from the water, the hand leaves no impression. These people say the reason the hand leaves no trace in the water is because the water is not attached to the hand.

On the contrary, while the hand is in the water, it is very attached to the hand. It surrounds it, enfolds it, embraces it. Allow yourself to experience life as fully as water experiences the hand, then let go as completely as water.

Yes, the water leaves a little of itself on the departing hand, as we leave a little of ourselves with the people and things we touch, but for the most part, when it comes time to go, let go.

The hand could no more hold the water than the water could hold the hand. As soon as one “wants” to leave, there is no attachment, because there can be no attachment other than the mutual action of being together. Hand and water both accept the inevitability, and part “clean”.

There is a little of a book on raising children we’ve always liked: Hold Them Very Close, and Let Them Go. This we find good advice for all experiences, whatever they may be: Hold them very close, and let them go.

How do you know when it’s time to hold them close? When they’re in front of you (often literally): Whatever is the current experience in your awareness, the next event on your schedule. When is it time to let go? When you’re on your way out or they’re on their way out.

Say good-bye, let go, and embrace the new moment.