Sunday, June 24, 2012

Only Travis Parker

"Did you ever notice how some colors are used for people's names but others aren't?"

"What are you talking about?"

"White and Black. Like Mr. White, the guy who owns the tire store. And Mr. Black, our third-grade teacher. Or even Mr. Green from the game Clue. But you never hear of someone named Mr. Orange or Mr. Yellow. It's like some colors make good names, but other colors just sound stupid. You know what I mean."

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend

I've been giving up on people too easily. If they don't call, if they don't try, then I don't. It's not fair to lay the blame on them when I'm not calling either. I'm just as much at fault. I've got a lot of resentment for old friends, for letting me go without a fight. I just want someone to call and say "I miss you, how are you?" I just want to call someone and say "I miss you, I'm sorry." I want to be brave enough to stay in one place.

Monday, June 18, 2012

The Choice

"But things change. People change. Change was one of the inevitable laws of nature, exacting its toll on people's lives."

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Do you wanna know a secret? Do you promise not to tell?

Bold what applies to you; strikethrough what doesn't


I am a boy.
I am a girl. 
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly sometimes. 
I have many scars.
I tan easily
I wish my hair was a different color
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday. 
I’ve lost a child. 

I’m at school.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. 
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job. 

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing. 
I’ve snorted while laughing. 
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something. 
I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I was born with a disease/impairment. 
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. 
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.   
I've been to the United States of America
I’ve been to Mexico
I've been to Belice or Guatemala
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe.
I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single.                
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married. 
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of losing those closest to me.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test. 
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested. 

I’ve consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked weed
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten shrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Forever21. 
I collect comic books.
I own something from Gap.
I own something I got from e-bay.
I can sing well.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I don’t kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person. 
I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
I’m a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I have “x”s in my screen name. 
I love being neat.
I love Spam. 
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, green, red or blue.
I’ve worn pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. 
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message. 
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish. 
I love chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names. 
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I’ve thrown up from drinking too much before.
I like the color yellow.
My phone is going off nonstop from text messages. 
I hate people who think that it’s a contest to see who texts faster. 
I actually say hi back to the Wal-Mart greeters.
I get easily amused by weird things.
People who dye their hair really badly annoy me. 
So do people who dress themselves badly. 
The dentist annoys me. 
My favorite movie has Johnny Depp in it. 
My favorite band is NOT some mainstream band.
I have more than one tattoo. 
I don’t have any tattoos.
I don’t even like tattoos.
I love to draw.
I’m not great at drawing.
If it was up to me, I’d read non stop.
More like never read again.
I prefer Burger King over McDonald’s.
I hate fast food, period.
Taco Bell is NOT Mexican food. 
Robert Pattinson is ugly, I don’t see how people like him.
I don’t get the Twilight craze. 
Even after reading the books, I watch the movies to see if they are good.
I usually prefer remixes over the original song.
I hate how people ruin good storylines for movies. 
I dislike immature people.
Little girls shouldn’t dress like whores.
And little boys shouldn’t dress like pimps.
Pokemon sucks.
Digimon was better.
I have worked at a horrible job just because the pay was good.
I have worked with a family member or a friend.
My favourite class at school is/was a science class.
I love blue eyes.
My favorite type of food is Italian.
But I like Mexican too.
My car is a piece of shit.
I don’t even have a car.
My birthday is this month.
My favorite holiday is Easter.
No, but I do love the candy!
I can’t wait for summer already.
I’m going on a big trip this year.
My best friend is of the opposite gender. 
I’ve done sexual things with a best friend.
My favorite band is not from America
I want to learn Japanese and not just because of anime, j-rock, and lolita. 
Some people can pull off wigs, but I don’t think I could.
I look at naked women online, to learn the anatomy of the female body. 
My favorite animal is a dog.
I like going to the mall every week.
I’m obsessed with gum.
I hate people who call it “sodie pop”. 
I know a chain smoker.
I AM the chain smoker.
I don’t smoke anything.
I know a girl who will fuck anything that walks.
I know a guy like that too.
My best friend is cute.
I have had an older person hit on me before.
And they didn’t stop when I asked.
I still sleep with a stuffed animal.
I can’t sleep if my hair isn’t up.
When I go to the bathroom at other people’s houses, I always lock the door.
Girl Scout cookies are my favorite.
It’s pretty hard to make me feel guilty.
I always need to be reassured.
If I care about someone, I’ll basically forgive them for anything.
I probably change my handwriting once a year.
I’m really worried about something.
I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the ACT.
I’m afraid I’m gonna get a horrible score on the SAT.
I overreact about everything.
I let people walk all over me. I’m so bad at standing up for myself.
I don’t like being sick in general, but the part I hate most is having a sore throat.
I’m one of those annoying people who blows their nose ALL THE TIME.
If I’m outside I’d rather be hot than cold.
If I’m inside, I’d rather be cold than hot.
There’s a couple stores that I LOVE but I don’t have the money to shop there.
I barely ever go to the mall unless I have money to spend.
I secretly hate getting close to people because I know that they can hurt me.
I’ve been to a real concert.
I’ve been to lots of local shows.
I’m not someone who likes a ton of attention, but there’s a certain person who I wish would pay more attention to me.
I’m thinking about changing my hair color.
I haven’t been under the influence of anything this month so far.
I’m very interested in psychology.
I have NO IDEA where I’m going in life, and if I actually take time to think about it, it scares me.
Lately I’ve had a “Whatever happens, happens” kind of attitude and I feel a lot better.
I hate those days where EVERYTHING reminds me of someone.
I’m starting to not care about something that I used to care a lot about.
I haven’t had a birthday party in a really long time.
My parents are divorced.
I can’t stand it when people think they’re “more important” than someone or something.
I listen to a wide variety of music.
I want an unusual pet.
I’ve always kinda wanted to dye my hair where it’s a different color underneath.
I’m too overemotional for my own good. I cry about everything.
I never check my e-mail any more.
I’m supposed to be doing something else right now.
When I was younger, I definitely had a favorite parent.
I don’t have a favorite parent.
I love certain members of my family, and then there are certain members of my family I can’t stand.
I love it when I make a negative judgement about someone and I find out I was completely wrong. 
I can’t decide how I want to get my hair cut.
I’m HORRIBLE at making up my mind. I’m probably the most indecisive person you’ll ever meet.
I only like Red Bull with Vodka.
I hate those flavored Smirnoff coolers.
I hate it when people put me on the spot about something that makes me uncomfortable.
I’m very self-conscious.
I love talking to someone who I haven’t talked to in a long time and I find out that they’re exactly the same.
I’m kinda worried that I’ll never get my license.
I can’t drive a stick-shift car, no matter how hard I try.
I’m an impatient person, but I don’t like people who are impatient with me. 
The only time I feel good about myself is when I’m skinny. 
I absolutely love pickles.
I don’t care about spelling and grammar as long as it isn’t TOO bad.
I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’d DIE without music, but I’d be miserable without it.
Growing up, my dad was always the “cooler” parent.
I love little kids!
I really need to work up the motivation to go on a diet and lose weight.
I don’t approve of abortion at all, but I still think it should be legal. 
I don’t think bright yellow looks good on anyone.
If it snows more this year, I’m gonna go crazy.
I haven’t been on a real vacation in more than 7 years.
I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today, and I miss it.
I feel so much better about myself when I’m tanned.
I’ve always hated eating in front of people.
I’ve dated someone more than 5 years older than me.
My cat always decides to sleep on my black clothes and (s)he gets hair all over them

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Look! Something uninteresting about myself


cosas verdaderas
Nunca he visto la película de Titanic completa
Nunca he leído Amor y Prejuicio
Nunca he estado borracha
Nunca he jugado laser tag
Nunca he salido sin ropa a un lugar público
Nunca he cantado sola frente a mas de 100 personas
Nunca he tenido mas de dos hermanos (en realidad esto no tiene sentido. Debería ser tengo dos hermanos)
Nunca he visto un episodio de Lost
Nunca he visto una película de Ashton Kutcher
Nunca he visto la película de Hannah Montana completa
Nunca he robado algo
Nunca he roto la ley
Nunca he entrado al mar totalmente vestida
Nunca he pasado un mail de cadenas
Nunca he ido a bucear
Nunca he cambiado el color de mi cabello
Nunca he tenido un tatuaje
Nunca he ido a un partido de basketball
Nunca he ido a sky dive
Nunca he nadado con un delfín
Nunca he sido arrestada
Nunca he tenido un Playstation tres
Nunca he visto una película de Batman completa

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Lyrics were her story


Instructions:
1. open your library (itunes, media player, ipod, etc)
2. put it on shuffle
3. press play
4. for every question, type the song that’s playing
5. when you go to a new question, press the next button
6. don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool…

Opening credits:
I'm your man - Michael Bublé

Waking up:
You keep me hangin on - Glee

First day of school:
He could be the one - Hannah Montana

Falling in love:
When I look at you - Miley Cyrus

Fight song:
Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus

Prom:
Safe and soud - Taylor Swift

Life:
Suddenly I see - KT Tunstall

Mental breakdown:
Time to pretend - MGMT

Driving:
Hips don't lie - Shakira

Flashback:
Hey Stephen - Taylor Swift

Getting back together:
See you again - Miley Cyrus

Losing your virginity:
Love you like a love song - Selena Gomez & The Scene

Final battle:
Don't close the book - Honor Society

Death scene:
Little House - Amanda Seyfried

Funeral song:
Seventeen forever - Metro Station

End credits:
I have a dream - Amanda Seyfried

Wedding:
We are who we are - Ke$ha

Birth of child:
I say a little prayer for you - Michael Bublé

Monday, June 11, 2012

"Stories are as unique as the people who tell them, and the best stories are those in which the ending is a surprise"

Can you give her a little attention?


*Bold what applies to you*


I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs. 
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to facebook.
I’m shy around the opposite sex sometimes
I bite my nails. 
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy -SOME- country music.
I enjoy -SOME- Jazz. 
I have a car.
I have a cell phone. 
I have a pet. 
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone. 
I have changed a lot over the past year. 
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings. 
I have rejected someone before. 
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City. 
I like Shakespeare. 
I love to cook -SOMETIMES.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping. 
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 cds.
I own over 100 dvds.
I own & use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks. 
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone. 
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter. 
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.

I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)
Acceptance. COLDPLAY. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt.Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic At The Disco. Peter Bjorn.The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones.Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica.Massive Attack. QueenJourney. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer . Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul 50 Cent.EMINEM. Taylor Swift.Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything.Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles.Britney Spears. Spice Girls.The Gossip. Lady GaGa. The Moldy Peaches.Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Miley CyrusBlack Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. Jordin Sparks.

II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding.Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club.Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill.Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 again. 8 Mile. Eminem a.k.a. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs.Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan SunTitanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click.Scarface. District 9.

TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)

ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons.Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911.I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Supernatural. Ace of Cakes. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World.Whose Line is it Anyway?. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Save the date

And when you love someone, you love all of them. You don't skip over the parts that make them ugly, or unwanted. You cannot just leave the bad things out. If you really do love them, you find their imperfections beautiful.

Friday, June 8, 2012

The other morning

Hace mucho tiempo me di cuenta, con un cierto asombro, de que no importa que tan importante es algo en tu vida, qué tan grande es, o la cantidad de espacio que ocupa en tu corazón y en tus pensamientos, pero a menos de que le digas a otras personas, ellos no tienen idea de que existe.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the words that will haunt you the most

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me, cause I'm still trying to figure it out. I'm not the only one who feels the way I do. I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on. Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world. Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission, but I'm ready to fly. -A place in this world

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day. Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say and now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. You never did give a damn thing honey, but I cried, cried for you and I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you. Every smile you fake is so condescending, counting all the scars you made and now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. -Cold as you

So how can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever lets me in. I can still see you, this ain't the best view on the outside looking in. I've been a lot of lonely places. I've never been on the outside. You could've helped if you wanted to, but no one notices until it's too late to do anything. -The outside

No one knows that you cry, but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one and you're tied together with a smile, but you're coming undone. -Tied together with a smile

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people and sometimes we change our minds, but it's killing me to see you go after all this time. We know it's never simple, never easy, never a clean break, no one here to save me. You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand and I can't breathe without you, but I have to, breathe without you, but I have to. It's 2 am, feeling like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me. -Breathe

I took a chance, I took a shot and you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not. You took a swing, I took it hard, and down here from the ground I see who you are. I'm sick and tired of your attitude, I'm feeling like I don't know you. I know that you see what you're doing to me, tell me why. You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day. Well I get so confused and frustrated, forget what I'm trying to say. I'm sick and tired of your reasons, I got no one to believe in. Why do you have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside? Why do you have to chase down my dreams so you're the only thing on my mind? I take a step back, let you go. I told you I'm not bulletproof, now you know. -Tell me why

All this time I was wasting, hoping you would come around. I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down and it's taking me this long, baby, but I figured you out and you're thinking we'll be fine again, but not this time around. This is the last straw, don't wanna hurt anymore and you can tell me that you're sorry but I don't believe you baby like I did before. You got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know and now you're asking me to listen, cause it's worked each time before. -You're not sorry

I'm thirteen now and I don't know how my friends could be so mean. I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys and we drive and drive until we've found a town far enough away and we talk and window-shop until I've forgotten all their names. I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school. I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you. Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay, but I know I had the best day with you today. -The best day

And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you. Somebody else gets what you wanted again and you know it's all the same, another time and place. Repeating history and you're getting sick of it, but I believe in whatever you do and I'll do anything to see it through because these things will change, can you feel it now? These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down. This revolution, the time will come for us to finally win and we'll sing hallelujah. It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair. We're getting stronger now, find things they never found. They might be bigger, but we're faster and never scared. You can walk away, say we don't need this, but there's something in your eyes, says we can beat this. -Change

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me. You have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like I'm nothing. You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard calling me out when I'm wounded. You picking on the weaker man. You can take me down with just a single blow, but you don't know, what you don't know. Someday I'll be living in a big old city and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean? And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game, with that same big loud opinion, but nobody's listening. Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things. Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing, but all you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life, and mean, and mean, and mean, and mean... -Mean

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up, just stay this little. Oh darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple. I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart, and no one will desert you, just try to never grow up, never grow up. So here I am in my new apartment, in a big city, they just dropped me off. It's so much colder than I thought it would be, so I tuck myself in and turn my night light on. Wish I'd never grown up, I wish I'd never grown up... -Never grow up

Long live the walls we crashed through. All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you. I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders, I'm not afraid. Long live all the mountains we moved, I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you. I was screaming long live that look on your face and bring on all the pretenders. One day, we will be remembered. -Long live

Everybody's waiting, everybody's watching. Even when you're sleeping, keep your eyes open. Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown, everybody's watching to see the fallout. Even when you're sleeping, sleeping, keep your eyes open. -Eyes open

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Bob Marley

"He's not perfect. You aren't either. And the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice. And if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don't exist. But there's always one guy that is perfect for you."

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

My life gets kinda boring, need something that I can confess


1. Adriana Castillo Quiñones
2. Scorpio
3. Spiders, heights, small spaces
4. Chocolate, cats, rain
5. Coffee, cold weather, comfy clothes, a good TV show/movie
6. Some people, being rushed, lies, despair
7. Booooks (such a loner)
8. Straight
9. I wouldn't know what my first date was... I don't date, I just hang out
10. Not tall at all. 5'1"
11. Memphis, trust
12. Morning
13. Red, blue
14. Yep
15. "Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them" -Marilyn Monroe  &  "be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" -Dr. Seuss
16. Wolfchase galleria
17. Junk food/italian food
18. Nope. At all
19. Onerepublic
20. Eyes
21. 5 MX 7 USA
22. Dark-brown-you-could-say-black
23. Black
24. Anything comfortable. Shorts and t-shirts are my favorite
25. Guilty 
26. Black and red
27. I love the word pocket and I love rockets
28. I couldn't choose only one
29. Ours/Don't want this night to end
30. Ughhhhh cannot chooooooose
31. Anxious 
32. Couldn't write only one person. If you want a specific answer, ask me who I hate
33. Roller coaster but mostly up and happy
34. Fine
35. Christmas
36. None
37. I don't think I would like a permanent stain on my skin
38. I just had to
39. Flawless
40. Goodnight texts sometimes
41. Nope. It'd be weird to kiss my best friend
42. Uhhhhhh the weekend?
43. It depends on what I'm getting ready for
44. I don't have to, so nope
45. Couch
46. I don't drink, so I wouldn't dare to try it in public for the first time so I would be home alone which means there'd be no one to take care of me
47. If I'm alone, I would play it as loud as I can. If there's someone with me, I think I'd play it at a reasonable level

Monday, June 4, 2012

Through your life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend. Don't ever let them go.
Cuando ocurre algo realmente terrible, no tiene sentido preguntarse por qué ocurrió... Cada cosa mala provoca una peor. Como dice Anatole, si contemplas las cosas con la debida atención, siempre puedes descubrir algún motivo, pero te volverás loco si das en pensar que todo son castigos a tus pecados... Dios no necesita castigarnos. Simplemente nos otorga una larga vida para que nostros mismos nos castiguemos.

Leah Price, La Biblia Envenenada