Sunday, April 1, 2012

Introducing me

I know a lot about a little. i'm a tiny disaster. i'm 5'1" i'm not the prettiest person you'll ever meet, but i try my best to please those who matter. i'm always too determined to make things right and to fix things. i always say sorry first. i'm the girl who's constantly laughing and smiling. i usually care way too much about everything. i'm not perfect and i'm well aware of that. the only thing i'm perfect at is being completely imperfect. i may be shy at first, but once you get to know me, you'd probably wish i'd go back to being shy. laughter is the best medicine, i'm always laughing. even if i fall, hurt myself, or even just meet new people. now and then i can become confusing and difficult, but thats just a habit i've carried on with and i'm sorry for that. any pain i've caused or hurt, i hope that y'all forgive me for it. i waste too much time trying to please others. i never know what i'm talking about and i'm not smart. i'm a lot to handle, honestly. you can love me for who I am, or hate me for who you think I am. but, honestly I'd rather live my life to the fullest than to conduct myself in a certain way to gain approval of others. ive had some really great friends; a lot have left my life but a lot more have come in. i've had to make hard decisions and i've had to make easy ones. i've made mistakes, way too many of them. but i'm getting better at that. i've got big plans for myself in the future. i dont know what i want to do when im older, the only thing i know is that i want to do something helping other people. so I think i'm done here.